So without going into huge amounts of detail, most of the people who read this blog seem to have an idea of what's going on, so I don't think it'll fuck things up too much to post this now. Of course I could be wrong....
So for the last 6 months or so, a lot of my close friends have conspired against me, to bring a boy that I'm in love with to see me as a surprise visit. They put themselves out, excused themselves from situations, created distractions to fool me, kept their mouths shut through being drunk and high, and did all sorts of crazy things to do this for me. And I was a bastard and I found out 6 weeks ago. Even to the point I knew exactly what flight he was on and had the airport live departures board open on my phone the night he flew here so I could text him "I love you" just as he was boarding. And like the devil I am I said nothing and let you all conspire and think you were fooling me and play your little games. You were all so mad I knew. I made a very good, very polite, friend yell out "LITTLE SHIT".
Thank you. I love you all for it. Perhaps not as much as I love him. But from what lots of you have told me, it was worth all your scheming just to see the smile on my face when I'm with him. It's one of the sweetest things any guy, or group of friends has ever done for me, it's something I never would expected, and I never would have guessed it had I not found out from my own devious machinations. I'm genuinely a little bit sorry I knew, because yet, it would have been an amazing surprise. But even knowing, it was an incredible thing for you all to do for me, for so many of you to work together, for so long, in so many ways, just so I could hold a boy in my arms, and get to tell him I love him one more time; so I didn't have to wait quite so long again.
That's twice this year I have been forced to stop, been stunned and shocked by the generosity, understanding, and love of my friends, so much that a simple "you're awesome" to your faces wont cover it. I hope one day I can do the same for all of you in some way.