Thursday, 27 August 2015
Wednesday, 26 August 2015
All the love's still there, I just don't know what to do with it now.
You know I still can't believe we both did some things I don't even wanna think about.
Just say you love me, and I'll say I'm sorry.
Oh can you tell, I haven't slept very well since the last time that we spoke. Please understand I've been drinking again and all I do is hope...
Thursday, 20 August 2015
The post I should be writing, is about something very positive. The post need not be overwhelmingly positive, but as I started to try to write it, my bad mood focused on all the negative aspects, and 3 lines in I abandoned writing because it was so obviously going to be a negative post.
But it does make me wonder. In an ideal world where I could write both in the same moment, how would they compare, what different impressions of the situation would they give.
Something big is worrying me.
Something that is not mine to worry about.
Something that has now been more or less fixed.
But I'm still part of the cause.
And that concerns me. Both because I dont want to be that person, and because I was right. I've learnt the hard way instincts are always right and I still don't hate it any less each time.
I'm completely overanalyzing, but it's what I do.