Remember the time my ex-fiance dumped me?
An email saying he was going to marry someone else instead.
Except then it turned out they'd already eloped and got married 4 months earlier.
On a trip where I was providing emotional support to my ex via instant messages when the logistics of it fucked up, unaware of the actual purpose.
After years of me asking him to elope with me and him always saying that wasn't an option because of family reasons.
There's an annual reminder in my calendar that pops up this weekend. Its the date of when my ex-fiance asked me to marry him. I can't quite ever bring myself to delete it.
Which is completely understandable. But man, was he an asshole.
And in spite of all that, I still want him.