I don't quite have the confidence to send this direct, but I need an outlet and I mean it. So if you see it somehow, that's okay.
I'm aware it's 4am, I'm aware I'm drunk, but hell it's giving me the confidence to do this. It's a shame I didn't get to see you at Lauren's wedding, it would have been nice to clear things between us somewhat; I always maintain the worst we could do is beat the hell out of each other and no one would be shocked at that. I'm glad you saw FDC in New York, he appreciated it. I hope Johnny is okay and I wish the best for you. I may miss you, and love you, and hate you, but I still wish the best this twisted life will grant you.