As I've stated in the past, being polyamorous is both a blessing and a curse. You get to be in love multiple times, you get all those amazing feels multiple times over, and you expose yourself to that much more hurt, you miss people that many times more etc.
It also makes life interesting when you meet someone who is okay with it, because in all likelihood, they are also polyamorous and this leads to an interesting problem, which to be fair, applies to pretty much anyone, it's just a poly people are open about it...
One day, that person that you love so much, that you would do anything for, that you would die for, that is worth everything you have and are, that loves you all the same back, is going to meet some one. And they are going to love them just as much as they love you. They are going to want to move heaven and earth for them, they are going to want to change their entire lives for them, just as they do for you. And that can be a really hard thing to accept, even when you admit you're completely capable of doing it yourself. It's not necessarily jealousy, it's not possessiveness, but the hardest thing can be watching someone walk away from you because they love someone, and you watching them go because you love them.
If you can accept it though, boy it's a good ride....
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